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[Monday
April 30th] |
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scar symmetry. |
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me and my little cousin stephen. i love him.
me drunk in my john lennon shirt.
me & tommie. yeah. were fucked up. & look alike.
the new addition to our family. say hi to toby.
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[Thursday
December 28th] |
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new killswitch. |
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I watched you walk away
Hopeless, with nothing to say
I screen my eyes
Hoping to see you again
This is my curse
This is my curse
This is my curse
There is love burning to find you
Will you wait for me?
Will you be here?
Your silence haunts me..
But I still hunger for you
This is my curse
This is my curse
This is my curse
There is love burning to find you
Will you wait for me?
Still I want
And I still I ache
But still I wait
To see you again
Can I see your face in these tears?
In these tears
And I see your face...
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[Monday
December 18th] |
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She's finally seen she's a beautiful girl with a smile so grand she could stop the world
Stolen her skin he sews her mouth shut, means nothing to him, her screams just die out
As she cries out her voice dies out
As she cries out her voice dies out
Love once inside her heart, lay in his hands
Was it asked for?
Was it implied?
What could have been done?
Inside her mind dies.
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[Saturday
November 25th] |
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mood |
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 done. |
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[Monday
November 20th] |
who are you to judge the life i live?
i know im not perfect - and i dont live to be.
but before you start pointing fingers..
make sure your hands are clean
-bob marley.
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[Sunday
October 1st] |
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disappointed |
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i loved her first. |
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MY DAD SAID THIS IS HIS SONG TO ME WHEN I MARRY. IF I DO.
Look at the two of you dancing that way
Lost in the moment and each others face
So much in love your alone in this place
Like there's nobody else in the world
I was enough for her not long ago
I was her number one
She told me so
And she still means the world to me
Just so you know
So be careful when you hold my girl
Time changes everything
Life must go on
And I'm not gonna stand in your way
But I loved her first and I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed that she'd find you someday
But it still hard to give her away
I loved her first
How could that beautiful women with you
Be the same freckle face kid that I knew
The one that I read all those fairy tales to
And tucked into bed all those nights
And I knew the first time I saw you with her
It was only a matter of time
But I loved her first and I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed that she'd find you someday
But its still hard to give her away
I loved her first
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[Saturday
September 30th] |
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mood |
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 drained |
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from first to last. |
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READ THIS SONGG.
'SECRETS DONT MAKE FRIENDS'.
- FROM FIRST TO LAST.
this place is a bloodbath
And i won't be taken alive
we stand alone
Under fictitious skies
You were always my enemy - carefully crafting my demise
You were always my enemy and carefully crafted my demise
Our hearts beat strong under fictitious skies
You were always my enemy, you suck the life out of me
Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying meeee
Your words are deadly weapons
Scatter my brains across the wall
You were my compass
Leading me to nowhere fast
Promises were lonely roads
I followed you down like a map
You were always my enemy - carefully crafting my demise
You were always my enemy and carefully crafted my demise
Our hearts beat strong under fictitious skies
You were always my enemy, you suck the life out of me
Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying me
Your words are deadly weapons
Scatter my brains across the wall.
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[Tuesday
September 26th] |
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mood |
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 cheerful |
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music |
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job for a cowboyy - knee deep. |
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i like to laugh really hard while getting a picture taken through a sunroof apparently.
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[Monday
September 18th] |
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mood |
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numb; |
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music |
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how to save a life - the fray. |
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step one you say we need to talk
he walks you say sit down its just a talk
he smiles politely back at you
you justt stare politely right on through .
Some sort of window to your right
as he goes left and you stay right
between the lines of fear and blame
andd you begin to wonder why you came
where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
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[Wednesday
August 30th] |
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mood |
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 later. |
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music |
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KSE - end of heartache. |
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friends; i miss all of you. hopefully it wont be long until im there visiting. im going to look for jobs now. byeeee.
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[Saturday
August 12th] |
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mood |
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 helpless; |
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music |
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three days grace. |
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"Never Too Late"
This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late
Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late
Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
The world we knew
Won't come back
The time we've lost
Can't get back
The life we had
Won't be ours again
This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late (It's never too late)
It's not too late
It's never too late
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[Thursday
August 10th] |
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mood |
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worn out. |
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music |
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ill nino. |
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my hearts in nashua and always has been. the memories, the people ive loved and known the longest will forever be a part of me. home is where the heart is; and my heart is here.
this is not goodbye, i wont let it be.
"everything i feel for you
is everything; i wanna stay
with you"
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| SC here i comeee. |
[Thursday
August 3rd] |
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mood |
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thankyou. |
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gooood fucking bye.
have an amazing life.
i love all my friends.
.more than life.
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[Saturday
July 29th] |
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mood |
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empty; |
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tommy,
im going to miss you more than words.
it breaks my heart youre not coming to south carolina.
youre my little brother, my other half, my little shithead.
no matter where we are; flahertys forever.
i love you.
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[Monday
July 24th] |
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mood |
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 whatevv |
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music |
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all that remains - this calling. |
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whoaaaa. been a pretty long time since ive updated. probably because i think LJ is pretty useless. i can never think of what to say what i sit here and go to write. sweeet huh.
well nothings really been new for me. working alot of hours lately which is sweet, the move to south carolina is getting closer and closer it seems. its only about a few weeks away now. i still have NOT made any decision about what im going to do. its so hard. i know no matter where i go theres always chances for vacations and such but i just DONT want to make a decision like that. rough shit. me and the boyfriend are greatt.
if anyone has any advice as far as the move goes, id love someone to talk to. its just messing with my head like you couldnt believe. comment people. i miss alot of you.
♥
ps. i hate when people think theyre the shit and matter that much. dont flatter yourself.
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[Saturday
May 20th] |
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mood |
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&& she said "I hate this place,
I hate everything about it.
I'm not sure of many things,
but I'm sure I'd be better off without it."
I like dead end signs, I think they're kind
they at least have the decency
to let you know
you're going nowhere.
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[Sunday
May 7th] |
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mood |
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 content |
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music |
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looks like YOUVE lost youre will |
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stop being my friend or hate me
all you want.
but you can't hurt the girl
who now thinks nothing of you.
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| lifes amazing, finally. |
[Saturday
April 15th] |
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mood |
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 accomplished |
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music |
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'fuck you forever' |
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friends. fulltime job. fun. smiles ;)
could life get any better ?
nope.
seriously.
parts of you should be no where but under ground.
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